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Follow the journey
...NowWhat?! is more than a film—it is a space for truthful reflection on grief, family, private struggles, and the people whose lives continue to matter. We all have a NowWhat moment, though we come to it in different ways, we all will ask NowWhat?! at some point while on this amazingly interesting, scary at times and sometimes incredibly painful thing called life.
Our mission
Inspired by the loss of my brother to suicide, I am committed to creating films that explore the human experience beyond tragedy—honoring the life, identity, relationships, dreams, struggles, and memories of the person behind the loss.
The story
Discover the personal story at the heart of the series: a brother remembered not only for how his life ended, but for how he lived and was loved.
Filmmaker’s journey
Follow the independent filmmaker’s personal path of turning grief, love, and unanswered questions into a meaningful documentary.
Support resources
Find supportive resources for those affected by suicide, unexpected loss, grief, or the difficult struggles people may carry privately.
A story told with care
Rooted in the filmmaker’s loss of a brother to suicide, ...NowWhat?! seeks to hold space for the complicated realities of grief. The series explores family, love, memory, and the lasting emotions of unexpected loss—while recognizing the humanity of the person at its center.
Behind the camera
See moments from the making of ...NowWhat?! and the thoughtful process of bringing a deeply personal story to the screen.
“Tracy was a charismatic dude.”
Keith Reynolds
“He was a real friend. Anything you needed, he would get it for you.”
James Stokes
“He would always fight for the underdog.”
Michael Peterson
“I was learning how to drive, and he would run beside the car saying, ‘Drive faster! I’m running faster than you are driving.’”
Charlette Browning
“What you need, man?”
Troy Lewis
“He was a little guy who walked with a big stick.”
Darrell Oliver
“Man, that’s your sister. Take care of her, always.”
Rodney Fluker
Be part of the conversation
Whether you would like to connect about the project, share a relevant perspective, request an appointment, or follow its progress, ...NowWhat?! welcomes thoughtful engagement.
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Based in Snellville, Georgia
Snellville, Georgia, United States