Our mission
On October 16, 1985, my brother Tracy died by suicide at our high school. For forty years, the people who loved him have lived with the echo of an unanswered question: Now what? Most stories about suicide end at the funeral. Ours starts there. We are committed to sitting honestly with the quiet reality of long-term grief and breaking decades of silence through compassionate documentary storytelling.
If you or someone you know is struggling or in crisis, help is available. Call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline.
Honoring lives beyond how they ended
When a sudden loss occurs, society often reduces a person's entire existence to their final moment. Our mission is to explore not merely how Tracy died, but who he was, how he lived, and the deep love that remains. Grief does not resolve on a tidy timeline; it shifts, changes shape, and stays with us. By telling our story with dignity, we hope viewers find the courage to say Tracy's name—and to speak the names of their own lost loved ones.
Breaking decades of quiet isolation
In 1985, our community didn't know how to talk about suicide, leaving my family and Tracy's classmates to carry the weight in silence. We are creating this docu-series to spark the open conversations our towns and schools should have had decades ago. Whether you are navigating your own loss or supporting someone else, we are committed to connecting people with community and care.
"The mission of this film is to stop pretending that question has a tidy answer, and to sit honestly with the people who are still living inside it."
...NowWhat?! A Docu-series